Thursday, May 01, 2003

Oh, I'm just getting started. I'd like to alter the template, but I'd rather write. I'll alter the template one day maybe, if I'm in that kind of mood. I just want to type right now. I've gone back and forth on this Having a Blog Thing for a while now. Sometimes it freaks me out and sometimes I think I can handle it. It's not that I'm that sensitive; it's just that I don't know if I can be myself. (And lately I am wavering in my support about the whole multiplicity of identities thing. I mean, Stuart Hall writes convincingly, and I like his arguments, but maybe I'm a modernist at heart? Or perhaps I'm simply being nostalgic for something I've only read about but never experienced. This probably only proves that I should stop thinking about it already. For at least a few days.)

Or maybe I'm feeling like this b/c of the things I bombarded myself with today: a salvation army thrift store browse (recently un-mothballed clothing and lonely, smelly people who just want to talk while I search out Made in England stoneware), another harrowing montreal bike ride, briefly worrying about taxes and then saying "fuck it" at the tax forms, chinese food, a student production of "the beggar's opera", tofu chocolate pudding, a late-night viewing of "event horizon". Quite a day of incongruous stimulation considering that I just handed in my last essay of the semester on Tuesday morning and keep thinking I still have to work on another essay or go to the library and do lit searches. Of course, I should be doing those things anyway, though without the stress of Deadlines (which i never meet anyway. see above note about taxes.)

Lately I like the following things:
- The New Pornographers - "The Electric Version". This is so good it hurts me. Download "The Laws Have Changed". It makes me want to bear Dan Bejar's love child. Or something like that.
- Homemade chocolate tofu pudding sweetened with stevia. Low in carbs, high in chocolately goodness! Also high in west-coast hippychick vegan protein love vibes. Does this make up for the my Essays Are All Done, Now I'm Going to Eat Two Hot Dogs and Poutine Dinner I had last night? Haha. No. Nor does it help with tonight's chinese food dinner. As I said to the tax forms today: "Fuck it."
- Chinese brocolli. It's really good. I really like it. Etc.
- Some people, some of whom are quite cute.
- 'vitamin B6.
- http://www.superatomic.co.uk/blog/ especially the story about the gardener. that was great.
- the idea that this blog might be something interesting with some stories/essays of interest rather than a whole lot of e-rambling. mmm, e-rambling.

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